by M.G. Warenycia
A caterpillar is marching circuits
Around the window fame.
The chestnuts and linden lush
And perfumed with Jasmine tea
Smother the humdrum Sturm und Drang
As the hot and irritable City seeps outward
Like water squeezed from a sponge.
“The world has been getting smaller,”
She says the truth.
First school, then university seemed to fade;
“They still exist,” she secretly suspects,
Recalling walking past daydream backgrounds of
Faces and voices—but that was long ago.
A year? Two?
Club nights and parties became occasional effort
And then a crime.
All the places become Google images
Alone; all the people become pics and posts.
“The world is getting smaller”—
She paints to chase away the thought
And to lure ghosts
Of Yesterday, Tomorrow and Elsewhere
To make her feel familiar.
And there’s YouTube and Netflix,
Poirot and Studio Ghibli in HD DVD.
It helps and then it doesn’t
When, in the evening through the still-dark morn,
With the cold-sweat panic
To be Somewhere and Someone one isn’t.
Brew some coffee, put on a podcast, paint:
Emergency measures
Wielded with flagrant frequency
That would make dictators blush.
On the canvas, a moth
Has seen a light,
Flaps to fly
And hits the wall of a jar.
The jar is getting smaller…
The breeze at the window is so fresh
It feels wasted
On sleeping nostrils,
The light beyond so beautiful and bright
It aches; she wants to scream
But no one can hear her through the jar.
